my life is in a blur today..

i attended Lina's birthday party..as the days gone by too fast,my mind was focused only on two things now..
it s the coming year end exams..and also about the special meeting..
making me feeling really nervous and excited at the same time..

Nothing much really happened today.but i was thankful to be given this short break from uni and hospital cycles..coz i was losing it a little since the previous cycle..

I cant help but feeling guilty everytime i ate a lot more than usual..i think i m infected with the Stupid girls syndrome like the one PINK have been singing about..
come one Jo,i only ate like wat..2bowls of curry mee,2pieces of tht super fatteningly yummy choc cake and some snack no big deal laaa.ok?

darn i hope i m not falling into the category in which those girls talk only about their weight and obsessed with fatness on their bodies..erm..i think perhaps i did tht al the time..

but as i see there are so much of beauty in the world not just the ones which meet the eyes but deeper ones!and i also learnt tht love can also blind us and makes us think tht the other one is heavenly!yeah!