Monday, January 29, 2007

now tht my exams were over with moderate satisfaction.

But one thing though, why does my brain felt like it is rotting? Isn't this suppose to be the time when i can enjoy myself fully and rest all i need? Why does my body felt like a giant squid lying on the bed.....Even when i was watching the hockey game in the stadium i almost doozed off!I was supposed to be excited and cheer for the team..Well everyone else was doing that..
My sleep cycle was really off the norm. I slept early at 10.30 pm but in the middle of the night i would wake up at 3 am. Then, i would watch or do smtg hoping something not too noisy! And then i will automatically dooze off again at 6 am and will be awake in the late afternoon. This is horible , i never felt so lazy and all dimmed before!
I have plenty of things to do like for example, i can wash n clean the toilet and bath room, wash my sweaters, clean my room, do some self assesments, go and catch up with my friends but no...i just felt like sitting in front of the table or on my bed reading news, writing blogs and watch cartoons or series that might rot my brain.....I can always go out and have a walk somewhere but i made it a reason not to as the weather was cold..haha...alrighte! i will start by writing the blog!

Friday, January 26, 2007

Give it to me baby!


Finally exams are over!!i spent my exmas=preparing for exams..sadly..but afterall it was worth it..so finally i get to watch Bender bends some steel , and Dr.House kill someone!!yay!love it..

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Impression sunrise,image by an artist with Aphakia


Impression, Sunrise (Impression, soleil levant) is a painting by Claude Monet, for which the Impressionist movement was named.

Dated 1872, but probably created in 1873, its subject is the harbor of Le Havre, using very loose brush strokes that suggest rather than delineate it. Monet explained the title later: "I was asked to give a title for the catalogue; I couldn't very well call it a view of Le Havre. So I said: 'Put Impression.'" [citations needed]

It was displayed in 1874 during the first independent art show of the Impressionists (who were not yet known by that name). Critic Louis Leroy, inspired by the painting's name, titled his hostile review of the show in Le Charivari newspaper, "The Exhibition of the Impressionists", thus inadvertently naming the new art movement. He wrote:

Impression — I was certain of it. I was just telling myself that, since I was impressed, there had to be some impression in it … and what freedom, what ease of workmanship! Wallpaper in its embryonic state is more finished than that seascape.
The painting was stolen from the Musée Marmottan-Monet in 1985 and recovered in 1990. Since 1991 it has been back on display in the museum.


Digitally desaturated version of the painting--note how the Sun and its reflection on the water are virtually invisible hereAn interesting detail about the painting is that the color of the Sun has almost exactly the same luminance as that of the sky--which is, of course, not true to nature. This detail however seems to add an eerie quality to the Sun's appearance in the painting, making it stand out against the background sky much more prominently than it would have in a more realistic rendering.

Monday, January 15, 2007

Friday, January 12, 2007

sei hamsap one wenli tee

how sex starts
Message:
...a laugh leads to a high 5...
a high 5 leads to a hug..
.a hug leads to a kiss...
a kiss leads 2 makeout...
a makeout leads 2 finger...
a finger leads to a hand...
a hand leads to a lick...
a lick leads to a suck...
a suck leads 2 a fcuk.
So tell me how many people are you
gonna hug
afteryou heard this cuz sex is like math....
u add the bed...
subtract the clothes..
.divide the legs...
leave your solution...
and pray you dont multiply!
Send this right after u read it,
something good will happen at 2:25tomorrow.
Get ready for the biggest shock in yourlife!!

FUNNY SHIT ..

chinese celebration need to be non religious but what about Muslims' celebrations?

Pesta Ang Pow events are cultural, not religious
PUTRAJAYA: The various Pesta Ang Pow events held at local universities in conjunction with the coming Chinese New Year should not be misconstrued as “religious” festivals.
Deputy Youth and Sports Minister Datuk Liow Tiong Lai said the New Year celebrations were purely cultural in nature and that participating in it did not go against any religious tenets or beliefs.
“Even those professing different faiths within the Chinese community celebrate it without any qualms. Besides, as one of the major festivals in the country, everyone regardless of race or religion celebrates it,” he told reporters after announcing the Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia Pesta Ang Pow event at his office here yesterday.
Liow, who is also MCA youth chief as well as a UKM alumni, said the dinner, which would include the signature Poon Choi (Giant Basin feast) dish planned by the university’s Pesta Ang Pow organising committee was halal.
In previous years, some quarters claimed that the Pesta and other similar events were religious celebrations.
This is the 13th year that UKM is organising a Pesta Ang Pow.
Liow said the ministry would also, for the first time, be organising its own Chinese New Year gathering for youth at Stadium Putra on March 3.
Deputy UKM vice-chancellor for student and alumni affairs Prof Datuk Dr Wahid Samsudin said undergraduates should be sensitive and tolerant towards each other.
“For some reason, I always find that it is easier to achieve unity through sports than cultural events. This is probably because sports doesn’t inspire so much sentiment as culture,” he said.
Liow also said this year was an exciting year for youths in the country as the Youth Society and Youth Development Bill, which had been tabled to Parliament, was expected to be passed in the coming session.

Now it my turn for my own point of view. The people in this country are totally absurb. Why can't the chinese have their celebration without being critised or being condemned with sentimentals from other counterparts of the *other race*?Why is it when the muslims can heled their religious ceremonies in the school compounds, Unis, and even my secondary school has it s own Masjid inside the compound!!
Is our government trying to MUSLIMISE our country? Slowly but surely..
Why does every celebration can turn into controversial issue and being criticised as religous..So what if it s true perhaps it is a religous celebration ?Why the muslims can do whatever they want and others can't?
It seemed to me the prospect of Malaysia growing into one multicultural,Multiracial and freedom of having and respecting of beliefs are dimmed. As the majority are very hypocritical and despise other religions. In the end the so called freedom is tied to the chains as we can see it.
The muslims can have their religious talks in public places but other religions are not allowed to do so or it will spark some troubles.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

The art of toilet use

OK, before i start, this topic has many points which will spark up some opinions and have some details that might irk the readers a little bit. Yet they will find what was written here is nothing but the truth. Perhaps fascinating, i hope.

Since year 2001, I studied medicine in a university in Moscow. As you walk pass, you will find beautiful girls with trendy clothes and flashy handbags.Oh ma Ma Mia! Am i in the wrong place? It kept you thinking is the the modelling faculty?

Then, in the rush to nature s call, i find real hard time coping with the public toilets not only in the uni but everywhere i go.

Back in Malaysia, we have these what-the name-toilets on the floor type where women have to squat and pee. But here we have seating toilets, ironically we can't sit on them as the hygienic value in minus 100!.Especially in the uni, the way the toilets were..and still are!!There will be the times when i wished that i have a P**** so i can aim the flow of the excretions into the bowls..Most of the public Toilets are not designed as female-friendly tools.

Back to the Uni story, I wondered how come those beautiful creatures(those beautiful sexy students of the uni each looking like some Miss world contestant or miss models)can violate the toilet in such a way that even in my dreams they became the worst nightmares!

If i drank a little more and go to bed , i will definitely dream of tiring adventures in the search of a proper usable toilet. And guess what..our uni s toilets appeared as often as it can be to haunt me.. Everywhere i go was the gory memories from my toilet trips experience. Either they were overflooded with Uknowwat or pads and tampons dipped in strawberry jams everywhere not to mention unflushable flushes...and in the end i will wake up in cold sweats and my face pale as if i ve seen a ghost ,will sit there for 1 second before realising my bladder is going to explode anytime now!

In the Uni s toilet, we can find multiple sanitary pads (Most has the strawberry jams on them)stuck to the walls, Bins filled up with tissues and toilet papers ,so filled up that they started to flood out from it. I have no choice but to regret having my breakfast with some extra fluids from the carton milk or perhaps tea .....I will tell myself *Shit why did u drank the whole cup of coffee?Don't u already know that coffee are diuretics?*darn! When nature calls we need to go..
So with the long queue on the outside, it was a mystery why does we need to queue when there are about 10 toilets in the ladies room! Then i found out, only 2 of them are working or let me rephrase , working with the lowest possible hygienic status where we can still be able to stand and use it... The rest..er..enter at your own risk..there might be..might be...the nightmares.awaiting...

Sometimes due to short breaks or impatience traits i inherited from my father, i cut line and enter the toilet in which no one was queueing for. And there the unspeakable awaits me..
My eyes will be squandering around look for any signs of disaster coming. Aimed with some tissue papers i held the lock and tried to lock it for some privacy. But there was no lock!

Then it came for the time to think of which pose to use on this particular cubicle. If we stand on the seat, we might spray to our shoes or perhaps jeans need to consider these points..So if we pretend to sit then do we have the strength to push?MY MY..Lord help me..No doubt staying in Moscow for five years definitely made my inner thigh muscles stronger!Thanks to the hygiene of these kind of toilets
Sometimes the unspeakable happens..Like one of your foot slipped and you will fall eewww half way into the gaping water filled hole..Or if you wet your jeans when you flush as the water pressure is unpredictable!Embaressment just to walk out from the cubicle wet and then you still have to attend the lectures!

Sometimes when the locks are not working or missing in action, we have to *ehherm u know* and at the same time maintain the pose in order not to fall flat in to the HOLe with germs and SH*T we have to hold the door in case someone open the door while business is in the process.
Not to mention, i know how it felt when someone open the door and see us in the most unwanted way . Adding to that, most of the energy will be spent on holding the poses and in the end before it ends, we usually gave up. But this means we have to visit this magical kung fu training place...
I usually have mixed feelings while being in the cubicle.Other than that Embaressment, Discomfortness, tiredness, breathelessness, fear of being late, irked, hate, disgusts, ....All the negative emotions are only relieved at the moment of handwashing..
And then..i met the worse nightmare of all nightmares!I went to Ismailovski park and usually it takes hours to shop there in order to find bargains..But how long before our bladder betray us??U tell me!!
So finally i gave up to my natural need..Paid and entered the so called TOI TOI TOILET BOXS!!
My my....The closed box has the smell as great as methane plus ammonias plus donowatshit!!I almost puke on the spot !sweet jesus!help!

But my will was strong i decided to do it!So i squatted down just to find thousand islands of brownies,yellowies,dono watevr bile coloured stuffs floating..Apparently all the wastes are being stored in the box..and only emptied at the end of the day..I cursed the day Ismailovski Park was built and the toilet facility which they apparently had forgotten. But i thank Lord for the pair of cheap boots i got from a bargain!..

To solve this tormenting experience of mine in order not to experience it once again, i remind myself to use the toilet at home before going out and make sure i did not take too much of fluids. Each time i walk pass those TOI Toi city toilet, i would speed up in fear!But yet one day i found a woman eating and having a break inside the toi toi box!!How hilarious..It wasnt so bad when it was emptied afterall..........

Monday, January 08, 2007

'Modified' skin cells resist bugs

'Modified' skin cells resist bugs

Infection is a big concern with burnsUS scientists say they have made germ-resistant skin that could one day save the lives of severe burns victims.
The genetically modified skin cells, when added to cultured skin substitutes, killed more bacteria than normal skin in the lab.
The University of Cincinnati team hope to begin testing in animals early this year, they told Burn Care and Research.
Burns make infection more likely because the skin is less able to protect itself from bacteria.
Combat infection
Serious burns need to be dressed and kept clean to help prevent this whilst the skin heals.
Using genetically-modified skin cells could further reduce the risk of infection, improve skin graft survival and reduce dependence on antibiotics, the scientists say.
Lead researcher Dr Dorothy Supp explained: "Cultured skin substitutes are improving the lives of many burn patients, but they also have limitations - including an increased susceptibility to infection.
"Because cultured skin grafts aren't connected to the circulatory system at the time of grafting, they aren't immediately exposed to circulating antibiotic drugs or antibodies from the body's immune system to fight off infection."
Defence boost
Her team found skin cells genetically altered to produce higher levels of a protein called human beta defensin 4 (HBD4) killed more bacteria than normal skin cells.
HBD4 is one in a class of proteins that exist throughout the body as part of its natural defence system.
It's an exciting development. Let's hope it brings the expected benefits.
Hamish Laing, consultant plastic surgeon
The bacteria they tested against, pseudomonas aeruginosa, is commonly found in hospitals.
The scientists believe adding the genetically modified cells to skin grafts would give the defence system a boost.
Dr Supp said: "If it proves effective in additional testing, this type of gene therapy could be a promising alternative infection control method for burn wounds."
Being less reliant on antimicrobial drugs might also help minimise the emergence of antibiotic-resistant bacteria, she added.
Around three million people in the UK suffer chronic wounds each year, including 1,000 severe burns.
Hamish Laing, honorary secretary of the British Association of Plastic, Reconstructive and Aesthetic Surgeons (BAPRAS) and consultant plastic surgeon at the Welsh Centre for Burns and Plastic Surgery, said it was a novel idea to make artificial skin that would not only cover the wound but actively fight infection.
He said: "It's an exciting development. Let's hope it brings the expected benefits.
"We will watch closely the results of this research as it moves from the lab to the bedside."

Friday, January 05, 2007

i hope

i hope you..

I hope you learn to make your bed and mow the lawn and wash the car --
and I hope nobody gives you a brand-new car when you are sixteen.
It will be good if at least one time you can see a baby calf born, and you have a good friend to be with you if you ever have to put your old dog to sleep.
I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in.
I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother. And it is all right to draw a line down the middle of the room, but when he wants to crawl under the covers with you because he’s scared, I hope you’ll let him.
And when you want to see a Disney movie and your kid brother wants to tag along, I hope you take him.
I hope you have to walk uphill with your friends and that you live in a town where you can do it safely.
If you want a slingshot, I hope your father teaches you how to make one instead of buying one. I hope you learn to dig in the dirt and read books, and when you learn to use computers, you also learn how to add and subtract in your head.
I hope you get razzed by friends when you have your first crush on a girl, and that when you talk back to your mother you learn what Ivory soap tastes like.
May you skin your knee climbing a mountain, burn your hand on the stove and stick your tongue on a frozen flagpole.
I hope you get sick when someone blows smoke in your face. I don’t care if you try beer once, but I hope you won’t like it. And if a friend offers you a joint or any drugs, I hope you are smart enough to realize that person is not your friend.
I sure hope you make time to sit on a porch with your grandpa or go fishing with your uncle.
I hope your mother punishes you when you throw a baseball through a neighbor’s window, and that she hugs you and kisses you when you give her a plaster of paris mold of your hand.
These things I wish for you -- tough times and disappointment, hard work and happiness.
By Lee Pitts

another song words

очи черные, очи страстные, очи жгучие и прекрасные! как люблю я Вас, как боюсь я Вас! Знать увидел Вас я в недобрый час! Ох, не даром Вы грубины темней, вижу траур в Вас по душе моей! Вижу пламя в Вас я победное! Сожжено на нем сердце бедное! Но не грустен я, не печелен я! Утешительна мне судьба моя! Все что лучшего в жизни Бог дал нас, в жертву отдал я огневым глазам!

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

My boots collections





































I love russian boots!!I LOVE THEM TO DEATH! Here are some in which i still have in my possesions ..LOVE LOVE LOVE ..

A day around Moscow city







Last night the electric went out as the main box exploded with buzzing sounds. I can't sleep maybe perhaps the effect of doing aerobics late but i was excited to greet my friend from St pete next day.



My friend from St. Petersburg came for a visit. He arrived at the station at about 7.00 am and we met at Metro at about 830am. But since it is still too early to look around, we left and went to Oxodnii Ryad instead. We strolled across the Red Square and i was amazed to see so many kids running around unlike usual. Then we had lunch at Sbarro and the food was bad.



We walked round and round on the old Arbat street and have a look at the zoo shop.



Then we went to Oktyaberskaya and walked around the area including the skating ring in Park Gorki but unfortunately it was too crowded we decided to leave. We have nice time chatting in Shokoladnitsa. At the end of the day, we went separate ways and he went back to metro kosmospolskaya and me back to the hostel.

Monday, January 01, 2007

The day when year 2006 ended.








How did i celebrate the new year?
It all started in the evening actually. I planned to stay home and do my favourite stuff such as reading and resting, maybe perhaps some yoga and cleaning the room. As i was sitting on my usual chair and doing my reading, Peter and weisoon Msn me inviting me to go to kafe and have dinner together like good old times with neilson but this time Edwin and teelun are missing from the group...
And so out of my laziness i took bath and dressed up. But it turned out to be great time in Citi kafe aroung PFU area as other kafes are closed. Then after that wen li and i bought red wine to enjoy in the room when Peter invited us to his room to have nice chats and vodka along the way.


We chatted ,had fun and watched the fireworks through his window. It was great and beautiful night to spend the new years eve..Few good friends, nice drinks and comfortable conversation are just what i needed at that time. Then i got home to have chat with some friends online and sending some ecards to those far away.HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.