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exams are coming soon...hoping i will be ready by then..

My mind has been drifting left and right while reading and memorising the tests in mcqs.
I thought i ll be doing better job when i dont have to attend any classes.
SOmehow things stays the same. I even have headaches throughout the day..
reason unknown..might be for staying in room too long , or just plainy bored, or might be due to eyesight problem. Our mind just cant fixate on one thing for long time, i guess.
Though i thought it would be nice to stay up late and sleep in late since i got all zachut but this wasnt the case. I hate staying with people. Others will wake up earlier thus their alarms will wake me first then do their morning stuff before leaving, after that, i might be able to sleep back or be frustrated and wake up after they leave.
At some point i ll be wishing that i m rich so i can have more freedom, like having own space, transport, choose what i like.

DIY skinny jeans

the trend was in 10 months ago, so i decided to remont my jeans..they looked great..HAWT!

Imagine....

Imagine

Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

Imagine there's no countries,
It isn’t hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
And no religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...

You may say I’m a dreamer,
but I’m not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
and the world will live as one.

Imagine no possessions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
Or brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
sharing all the world...

You! You may say I’m a dreamer,
but I’m not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
and the world will live as one.

You may say I’m a dreamer,
but I’m not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
and the world will live as one.

Final day of 6th year med school is..TODAY!

Many things happened in the past few weeks. I didn't keep track when was the last time i blogged but most probably before MASSAD 08. I didnt attend it as the made this #$#$%^%^&* rule that no one from outside should attend. They made it very specific on the blog.
But i was just intended to show my korean friend a glimpse of Malaysian culture, food and check out our beautiful girls who were also future doctors.heheh..But anyway, with that kind of rule , it was really a turnoff! I d rather spend those money outing on a fine diner or restaurant anyway.Again..stupid &*((*&^^%%$ rule!
I can see that not many malaysian students mixing with other people except of course with other malaysians..It made them so small minded and they arent making the full use of this chance to learn and get to know other people from all over the world. Let's just start with the locals-Russians, they might be rude but the ones i met are fine and men are such gentlemen comparing to fellow Malaysians..I mean when else we are all gonna mix with people if not when in our uni life? I have a bunch of Russian friends from different walks of life. To name a few- Friends who play skates, friends from the net ,of course friends from lectures, friends from hostel..bla bla..They are everywhere..Sometimes i dont feel like mixing with fellow Malaysians as they are so gossippy, calculative and jugdemental..I also hate the fact that many of them are narrow minded..Enjoying a company with someone different from you doesnt mean it can change who you are! Everyone is different from each other but it made the conversation so much more interesting...There are so much things to talk about in this wide world we live in, why only the gossips that attract? There are the 2dollar multitouch screen we can create, or the new WII infra red usage, talk about the parks which open soon, talk about our future car ,dream house..bla bla..new movies...Of course sometimes gossiping is fun when u have it with only the closest people who share the same view but most of the time it does not interest me to talk about people i dont know or know a little of.
So it is the end of my journey as med student year6 but i still need to attend electives and then study for the finals..Pharmacology is finally cleared up , it has been bugging my tail since the interview made me missing the zachut day. Then, today was the final cycle . I wanted to thank God for making me stronger and am very thankful for passing all zachuts. I am thankful for my family who supported me and who am i without some friends who throw in some help and support time to time. I am half way relieved but of course i still have a lot to do and upcoming..
A friend of mine told me not to be hateful to someone good to us before when they did something wrong at the present. We must recall the memories of the good things instead of emphasis of the present mistake but of course there's a limit to it..So there i ve learnt important lesson.

Yesterday was history, tomorrow a mystery and today is a gift, that's why it is called as present

I like this very much and would like to interpret it my way, so it means we cant change the past but we can make the best out of today and tomorrow we dont know what we might get just like a box of chocolate. Besides we only live once in the present.
My allergic rhinitis was gone, i am not sure what happened but i am happy and glad. It really sucked when the nose was running, eyes red and itchy..
Oh by the way, i plugged out some of the lashes as they were so irritating, and too long that it made it impossible for me to wear glasses at home..now that they are shorter it felt right and look amazing nonetheless.. I love them!
So to end this post, i would like to hear some words to push me forward as i am lacking of it lately. And a lot of lucks for the final...