registered with my man, went to langkawi=all in such a short time!

It was really unexpected how things between me and my guy went
from the start when we dated each other till we were finally registered
things went smoothly
and i hope tht's the way it ll stay

i was post call on the day i got registered
then the next day we went to langkawi via air asia
the hotel was great- beautiful beach and scenery
but langkawi has nothing much to offer
and i was tired all the while

then when we came back, things went to usual pace again
oncalls and sleepless nights

i cant help but to think that when is this gonna be over..
i just feel so tired and sick of working in this field..
currently looking for new alternatives -in short word for another job..

in this married life, i never felt so attached to someone before,needing him 24/7
to hear his voice , to hear him sing over the radio
to see him enjoying his meal
to wash his hair
to cover him with blanket when he was sleeping
to feel his skin on my hands
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