Tuesday, January 31, 2006


chilling..what else is left to do in such a nice room? Posted by Picasa
For the past 2 months i have been living with new roommate..things are going well.
But honestly, i missed Emma a lot at the same time. But somehow i just cant find time to go and visit her .Huh i know it sounded like an excuse to me too..
ok ok i ll go visit her some day**some day**hahaha..

It s just me writing this here





So now i ve got a lil space of mah own..
Great. Put away the Pen and papers.Here comes the bLogs!
Scribble scribble my thoughts and expressing how i feel eh?
Maybe being a person who think too much this is a good thing coz not much ppl wana listen to u anyway eh?

Eyes do the talking Posted by Picasa

This picture was taken after lot use of eye liner. I thought it ll make my eyes look bigger. But i was wrong. coz i look like Super China girl all the way from the mainland.Geeshhh!

Nothing... Posted by Picasa

Gonna work or not?

The day went by just like that......
As i was creating this little spot of mine ..
i was thinking what my other half was doing..
i mean is he for real?
Does whatever he said to me can be claimed to be true?
Or he s just playing around.
Can someone really fall in love over the internet?
As i took the journey ,i felt something that i had never experienced before..
I had never known anyone through this way before ,
thus entering the whole new era of dating world..*cyber stuff*
Can this kind of relationship lasts?
He seemed to be as the kind of guy i wanted to date if he s near
But we are like half way across the globe!

Being single **or attached at the wrong time and place*most of the time, i pretty much enjoy my freedom.
Am i ready for a relationship?But one thing i know for sure though..i enjoy being single being able to do things that i wanted to without the need to ask for any opinions or permissions..to flirt with anybody i wanted to..But at the same time i do like his company over the chats..
Is it possible to flirt over the chats?ermm maybe..
but i guess it's less fun when not much of body language can be shown..
Flirting is another thing..for me they are just like something that women do to make themselves feel good and at the same time no harm done!Plus no attachments
But when i am interested in someone i lose all the moods to do any flirting ..it s like a natural thing for me ..so that s how i find out if i m really into that person or not!
Whenever i fall for someone i tend to forget how he looked like, no matter how many times i look at his pictures which i secretly kept..
But i do remember how they talk ,small gestures and all thos little things that he do...
But that was like years ago...
I was being told once that all relationships needed lots of commitment and passion in order for it to work...but what about fun?can a serious relationship be fun?
Yeah i guess so...
Let us come back to the main point here..
Can cyber love turn into the catch of my life ? Needed to learn the pain of wanting to hold someone so badly but yet u havent meet him in person..Is it possible?
To make it simple..
the two of us are serious then i m sure it can be worked out
but what if ....hmmm..
Does this person willing to take up all the hardships and finally one day to make up the long awaited meeting
It should be really special but what if ...it s not like what we expected..From there where shall we go?