Sunday, April 27, 2008

All the bad stuff will happen in one moment

The so called- JATUH then ditimpa tangga, always when 1 bad thing happen then others will follow. So sial.

But today, my Korean friend's grandma passed away on Friday, i helped the family setting up the funeral dinner at the super small apartment. She suffered from old age awhile ago, i still remember freshly how she can still walk here and there around the kitchen. Then suddenly got worse, and immobilised.

They covered all their mirrors and monitors. They somehow believed that the soul mustn't come back to their home through the mirror as the soul wouldn't want to leave the world behind and cant go on to the next dimension.

She was buried somewhere outskirt, and the ceremony ended in 1 hour.But needed to drive to get there. I stayed at their home to do other chores setting up the dinner.

Polinosis makes my life miserable lately, i cant breath, nose all clogged up, sometimes runny. It is really frustrating and the medication for it wasn't cheap. One week i ll need to spend over 1k ++ roubles. Xyzal the main medication-320roubles for 1 week, nasal drip- 207roubles for 2 weeks. Then needed to pay for graduation day 2k roubles-y need to pay in the first pay, isn't our uni supposed to set it up for their grads!! so frustrating!! ALL MONEY MONEY!!I guess i ll book ticket later then.
Praying for things to get better.

Each week i set up a time to study in the weekend to do my Pharmaco-zachut since i missed it to attend the interview.##$%%!@#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is like the first time i was lacking behind. It is also frustrating to feel pressured as i ha vent get the zachut. I m always ahead but nowadays each time i m planning for it, something happen in the weekend. Like the previous week, i got sick. This week Someones grandma funeral. SO next is what!!???

Strike more i m still standing,but all these are so frustrating!!

SOme ppl just have their parents backing them up, Just a call home asking for money and they get what they want. But i wondered don't they for once feel embarrassed to trouble their parents who were most likely to be in their 50s?Like someone i knew, she spent alot on clothes, and going to clubs ,enjoy. But she told me she knew she pitied her mother for working so hard, but nonetheless i still see her going to clubs, wasting money on travel and buy fabulous clothes(which doesn't make her look any prettier!)I m not here to judge but her way really pissing me off. While others just have the lucks they don't deserve...

OMG, for extracting this wisdom tooth , i need to do minor surgery. FIrst thing came to my mind was the fees not the fear of operation ( i m willing to do anything to take away this Mot@###((&F(****#((*&&^%$!!! toothache!).The inflammation pressured on the nerve so i have pulsating headache as well.....

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

maybe you can check out your uni's dentistry school. they might have a special deal for students... good luck and hope your toothache goes away soon.