Friday, December 28, 2007

Let's go skatin'

Meez 3D avatar avatars games


Today was the last day of the sem. I was so pleased and happy. I only left 6 more months to go before graduations but before that i will have few more gates to pass through.
Then that evening at about 7.30pm, We(wenli, pete, SIva )planned to check out the outdoor skating area in Hermitage in center of Moscow.
The night was windy but in our heart we felt the warmth.
We walked and walked. Then we discovered the 1st McD ever built in Moscow , Casino Shangrila, The moscow theater, GUM, and many more.
Finally we found the place and it was as beautiful as expected..The lights and trees, the ice are all just great. Though i fell down 1 time my body aches!wow!
We had great time in the McD too..So hungry i ate a cow Size Mc Myphic!!along with coffee and potatoes..fat liao lo...(-_-)...

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Coincident?


Today was the longest time i queued for the monthly student bus pass.
While feeling oh so very tired, my mind wanders. I hope to see Pink pig to resque me from boredom of standing there. Then i thought about a friend of mine as well..
And then, at the moment i put down my thought and continue reading my papers(surgery MCQs)he suddenly was standing in front of me!!How suprising!Of course a pleasant suprise...It has lit up day long day so far....
Then i wonder do i have the same effect on other people too??Does anyone think of me then, i suddenly show up and made their day as well.. i hope i do...

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Just like a tattoo





Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus X2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Monday, December 24, 2007

The ending of year 2007and i present to u my ocean size love..

ok finally the christmas is here!ok just the eve..i came home and felt so tired..i just fell to bed unconciously..no christmas mood at all..I felt a little sad being away for 6 years without my family..I have ocean sized love to give but like i said ocean size meaning far apart or separated by the sea..There are many happy moments and sad moments. I missed the time i spent with tht someone special but fate just dont allow us to be together..
But with me here was the pink pig..she s always here for me(^_^) thank you ,super pig! I LOVE U BABe!(with the E sound like ee)heheehehe.


While i was sleeping, time gone by so fast suddenly it was 8 pm.
I decided to blog while having the Kuri grill with wenli(thanks for sharing with me)
Today while on the way to class, i found out a nice skating ring! i wana go there this saturday!!! Come let s go!!
To LOrd:lord, Here i come to you with open heart. I am thankful for all the things u gave me, blessing every meal i took into my body. I am thankful for the friendship which appear in my life. I am thankful for the health and blessings in what i am doing. I remember i ve made a promise to serve u in my own way when i first believe in u. U showed me That U are always there for me.The moment i stand before the place where the incident took place after 3 years i realised that U have been guiding me towards my dreams and my promise to U. Dear Lord as small as i feel right now, i have never been so in love before. Even if the people i love are faraway , i pray for them every night before i sleep in which i have faith that U heard them.
I m thankful for all the toughest moments in my life which made me stronger. Dear Lord,lead me to brighter road ahead , fill me up with wisdom and love in the olive jar just like the story in the bible.Amen.

This;sthe compilation of what happened in year 2007 and previous years plus the people i missed most.Let us sing to this favourite song of mine..
I love u an ocean size love

I know what I'm doing may be dumb
I know I should not be staring at the sun
But the thought of you leads me to temptation
It's the same whatever side you're on
Separated we are delicate and small
And the space between needs a retention

I see you right in front of me as close as you can get
And I pray that you won't leave this daydream yet

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

I don't have to worry anymore
If I really need you I'll go to the shore
And the thought of you there is my protection

I see it right in front of me
A vision in my head
And I know this is as real as a daydream gets

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

You make no sound but I can hear you in the wind
I can see this never ends
Like the sea
Like you for me

And it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Red furry hats and smiley faces.

Early in the morning, i tried to wake the pink pig. But after 1 hour, she finally decided to get ready.(o_0)ugh...hahahah
OK le joking only..

REal blog-
Then we went out to our long awaited Concert in Metro alekseevskaya.The weather is so nice yesterday without rain, snow or ice on the floor and it was warm evening.
The best performance of the night is the Dj,he is amazing and his music is my kind of music.Jaclyn Victor was larger of a talent than i thought she would be. Though there are some really funny comments made by our bunch of friends, we did have great time at the concert.
MIkhail was feeling underdressed(^_^)but dont worry man, u look just fine as always. Just remember to smile more.I do hope you have great time too.

Monday, December 17, 2007

Merry Christmas & Happy 2007!


wishing u a merry xmas and the best new year to come!

Friday, December 14, 2007

all about lentils! i love em!

Health, March 2006
World's Healthiest Foods: Lentils (India)
by Joan Raymond
Lentils give you protein, cholesterol-lowering soluble fiber, and lots of iron.

Lentils are to India as meatloaf is to America: the quintessential comfort food. Ranging from yellow and red to deep black, these tiny disc-shaped members of the legume family are eaten in some form at least twice a day in “any self-respecting Indian household,” says Kavita Mehta, founder of the Web-based Indian Foods Co. In fact, India is the world’s biggest producer and consumer of lentils. Known as dal, lentils typically are served at every meal with steamed rice or bread.

Why to try them: This “superfood” gives you protein and cholesterol-lowering soluble fiber, as well as about twice as much iron as other legumes. And lentils are higher in most B vitamins and folate, which is especially important for women of childbearing age because folate reduces the risk of birth defects. Plus, U.S. Department of Agriculture researchers discovered that the pigment in Beluga black lentils acts like an antioxidant and helps protect against heart disease, cancer, and the aging process in general. Not too shabby for something the size of a pencil eraser.

What to do with them: Lentils can be stored a long time, are easy to make, and are one of the cheapest protein sources going, at just 75 cents per pound at grocery stores. And unlike other legumes, you don’t have to soak them before cooking. Just rinse them in cold water and simmer in water or broth. Enjoy them plain or spiced with herbs, onions, or garlic.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

my tiny indoor green garden..


The lentil sprouts are fully grown and i harvested them time to time..green supply stays green!

Sunday, December 09, 2007

i found it from someone's page, i will reread them timetotime.



George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

If you don't send this to at least 8 people....Who cares?

George Carlin

Monday, November 26, 2007

Harvesting day!





SO final day the 5th day. I shall be harvesting my sprouts after class.
It taste really good!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Sproutin' my own food.


day 1

day 3

day 4
harversting tomorrow!yay!
There s nothing u cant learn from the net!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

London O London!





after all the bad stuffs that happened to me before getting on the plane i was hoping that everything will be fine.
WHoohoo i m finally in London Heathrow airport!
Too bad time was too short, and lack of funds or else it will better i m sure.
But the stay in Heatherbank was great nonetheless.
All of sudden, i wish i can stay here too! People in London are multiracial and friendly!I found the clothes here are up to my taste but too bad they cost alot.
Besides the currency really can make earnings higher!
definitely a place to think about, who knows i might head here for the internship programme. We can always hope and plan but God will do the re

Thursday, July 19, 2007

cucumber farm Moscow outskirts


Just some place In moskovskii oblast. I found out that they do have cucumber farm..Mice live among the cucumber plants.
New experience and fun in the sun.

Our photos


Sunday, July 01, 2007

Saturday, June 30, 2007

funny-but i dont think they are all true...fun reading

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced
enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
(Hardly seems worth it.)

If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is
produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.
(Now that's more like it!)

The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to
squirt blood 30 feet.
(O.M.G.!)

A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)

A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to
death. (Creepy.)
(I'm still not over the pig.)

Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour
(Don't try this at home, maybe at work)

The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its
body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.
(Honey, I'm home. What the...?!)

The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the
length of a football field.

(30 minutes..lucky pig! Can you imagine?)


The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
(What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)


Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
(I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over quantity)


Butterflies taste with their feet.
(Something I always wanted to know.)

The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
(Hmmmmmm......)

Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed
people.
(If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)
Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.
(Okay, so that would be a good thing)


A cat's urine glows under a black light.
(I wonder who was paid to figure that out?)

An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
( I know some people like that.)

Starfish have no brains
(I know some people like that too.)

Polar bears are left-handed.
(If they switch, they'll live a lot longer)

Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.
(What about that pig??)

Staying home all day made me sick..

I felt like useless slob of jellyfish sitting in front of the computer all day long.
I finally decided to make myself useful and help some people by working in Hosp. no. 13 on Monday.Crossing my fingers..

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

to wenli

Pls help me to bring some of these stuffs ok?since u r going to enjoy in Msia...
1)watever pastes with spicy sauce in bottles preferably.
2)shower cap from hotels u visited
3)Print my passport potrait 8 pics.
4)Meat floss
5)facial cleanser (whitening effect)
6)the rubber bands those plastic ones..

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Park Gorky with wenli and peter




Just one word=fun!
Long time since i last had such fun. But those rides are kindda expensive,about 4times more comparing to Genting.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Stress and heat..


Pic of me and my friend-she is one in a million ..
tighter and tighter my schedule went..every year it felt like a huge wall or barrier before getting to enjoy the holiday.. but when it finally comes down it always go to the one thing we think of, but time being it seemed to me the goal is still far and out of reach. With time and patience i need to believe i can do it.

Monday, May 21, 2007

CHopping their heads off

It has been sometime since i blogged. Exams and controls are taking my life over, not to mention few associates to handle at the same time.
I am truly happy to achieve excellence in Ear throat and Nose exam the other day with the head of department. So far i am proud to say that i was the only one in my group to get 5 from Prof. Palchun.
I saw the advertisement of LInkin Park coming to St. Petersburg. I hope i can go too!!But i have 3 more state exams to go!!!
I don't have proper summer wear , i would want to find sometime and go shopping but time is a big factor.Really cant wait for the holiday.
My classmates aren't to my liking too, One loves to bring out irrelevant issues about other people and fire them up out of nothing. There are so many other important issues and interesting issues to talk about , but she choose the bad ones which brings no benefits whatsoever and might even lower your IQs!!They are disrespectful to me, as they think they are the majority.And cause they don't need me.
What do i care?BUt i just hate it when they bring out topics about my friends!!!!I would want to chop their head off!Spoilt brats!SHe is not perfect herself, no one has the right to judge others!...Every little things my friend does they will want to comment on it.And the other one,always too confident even if she s wrong,next time i wouldnt correct her and let her be in doom.Bitches!!!Go and fuck yourself!

Thursday, April 19, 2007

It wasnt an easy week that went by


Shall i start with the fact that the hostel admin was giving me problems again, or shall i start with the toughest cycle i ever had?or shall i begin this blog today with the best home cooked meal i had today?
But nonetheless, here we are..to keep are only good memories.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

The weekend Helsinki trip

It was cold in the evening as i waited for the train to arrive. I took one back pack for this short trip. The train has the same design as the one i took to get to st petersburg in winter.
But this time i wont want to miss the chance to visit the train restaurant.
They looked just as i ve always imagined. All red and with some golden touch to the decor.
It was about 630am when the train stopped at st peter to board more passangers.
Then the custom check 2 times.One time was at the border out of Russia and the other was At the border into Helsinki.But the funny thing is that the custom officers are inside the train!As i dont need visa to cross the border,some russians are puzzled.

The moment i reached Helsinki,i felt better. The people there speak in english. Some speak in Russian. I felt easier. The place was partly deserted if comparing to the overpopulated City like Moscow or Kuala Lumpur.
The first place to see was sealife. But comparing to Singapore's sentosa,it was lacking in size, structure, variants of fishes and not to mention the entrance fee was higher.
Everything is to be paid in euro. Then, decided to try KEbab at chilli's. Judging from the photo outside, no one will ever thought the portion on the plate to be so huge!!i can hardly finish half of the plate!Besides, their kebab is a lot different from the ones i tried in Moscow.
The city was windy, but sunnny. The view of the sea makes my heart fond.Reminds a little of home but of course the smell of the sea air here is a little different.
Instead of tiny yellow flowers growing amongst the grass was some violet flowers..pretty.
The national museum was closed so walked on to the parliament building. Multiple zebra crssings make me felt a little nervous but then and again, this place wasnt moscow. The cars do really stop!haha
However, we were told that the shops ,malls are all closed by 1900.So walked and walked and get some food from a small minimarket ,the metro looks similar to singaporeans metro.
I felt such a wonder as russia wasnt far from this country but yet the culture and people are so different!Some people might say that the buildings here are quite similar to st peter. i agree so but looking down the floor, hardly ciggarete butts or spit are noticable.
Had a good night rest and on this sunday-easter..had a good loook at the train station.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

The day forensic medicine comes to live


All IS Vanity.MOMENTO MORI


Thursday, March 22, 2007

other blogs

http://medicalsyllabus.blogspot.com/

i want to remember


I want to remember the new friend you introduced
i want to remember the laughters we shared
i want to remember the paths to my future
i want to remember the taste of popping caviars in my mouth
i want to remember the bitterness of the Mocca coffee we both loved so much
i want to remember the fragrants from the jasmine tea we had in planet sushi!
i want to remember how embarresed i feel when the towel wrapping me fell to the floor!
i want to remember the noise you made when i was sleeping
i want to remember sunbeam on my face in the summer
i want to remember the shapes of all the snow flakes which fell onto your coat
i want to remember the sweetness of plain bread shared with you
i want to remember the hard fall we had while skating.
i want to remember the bittersweet taste of my first beer
i want to remember how scared i was in the dental clinic and u held my hand
i want to remember how much i cried when i dissapoint myself
i want to remember how tight was skirt /jeans are(they are still too tight!)
i want to remember how warm my heart felt when i hold your hands in the winter
i want to remember the joy we had when we cook our meals together
i want to remember the conversation we had to secretly plan suprise for each other
i want to remember the words you wrote for me by your hands which came from your thoughts
i want to remember the sting of the chocolate ice cream we had in the freezing cold of russian winter
i want to remember the sound of rubs between our boots and the snow on the path
i want to remember the excitement i felt while waiting for the weekends to end
i want to remember how u would carry me to avoid the melting snow
i want to remember the burn on my tongue from the hot chocolate you ordered
i want to remember the jokes we cracked
i want to remember how u pretended u dont care when i brought home my report book with excellent results
i want to remember how u would protect me from harm
i want to remember the stench of your shirt after u and and winnie fell into the drain to do what i can do!
i want to remember how much your cuteness have touch my heart each time i look at you
i want to remember how hard i worked to buy you your first bike
i want to remember how delicious a plain tea would taste in the winter
i want to remember how my heart fluttered each time u responded to my kisses
i want to remember when we were young and we hid mom's rattan sticks!
i want to remember how i held you in my arms while you were still a baby sleeping
i want to remember how much u love to share your favourite dish with me
i want to remember how soft your hands felt on my face
i want to remember how warm the wet towel on my forehead when i was having fever
i want to remember the break of my heart when u seemed like u dont care much
i want to remember the rules that we bend together in school
i want to remember your smile when you had chocolates on your teeth
i want to remember how it taste like to kiss your smile
i want to remember how your face smells like when u just had your perfume sprayed
i want to remember all the sights we gasped
i want to remember how it felt like to hold a huge carriage belonged to a 70 years old woman in the metro
i want to remember how tired i felt when time was running short on me
i want to remember how hard it is to open a plastic knot without fingernails
i want to remember the colours on the sunfish we saw at the aquanarium
i want to remember how hard i tried to look my best to meet u in an hour
i want to remember knocking on you while u were in the toilet and i was late.
i want to remember how hard these russian sushki biscuit even if they were dipped in the coffee
i want to remember the loud sigh each time i dropped to my bed
i want to remember the names on my prayers list and those i didnt mention after i fell asleep
i want to remember how happy i felt when u were happy too
i want to remember how my heart breaks when i see pearly tears on your face
i want to remember how red your face was after the winter wind blew!
i want to remember how you heart beats up a pace when i held u close in the cinema
i want to remember how you would praise the simple i made for u
i want to remember how much hassle to dress up in the winter
i want to remember much it costs us to bring home a puppy
i want to remember how much i missed doing things i used to love
i want to remember the salty breeze i tasted while being on the ferry
i want to remember how we used to laugh at the jellyfishes floating up and down
i want to remember how sweet a cup of water taste when we were thirsty
i want to remember how many promises i broke so i can still mend them slowly
i want to remember how much guilt i felt for taking something precious from you
i want to remember how weird i felt when i over dressed for a small occasion
i want to remember how you used to sweat after having my super spicy cooking
i want to remember how the bathtub sparkle after you ve brushed them clean
i want to remember how much freetime i used to have when we were younger
i want to remember how wasabi can make me cry
i want to remember how beautiful the frosts on the windows of the public busses
i want to remember how the ducks in the lake swam away when we approach them!
I want to remember how comfort it was being hugged by you
i want to remember how i laughed hard when we had diarrhea after taking slimming tea!
i want to remember the smell of chlorine in the pool where i used to swim
i want to remember the vanilla tea u made for me each time i dropped by
i want to remember the kick of 10++cups of coffee in the coffeeton
i want to remember how sweet it was the cup of cocoa dipped with bread stick
i want to remember how fun it was to feed you french fries with my hands
i want to remember how u smiled at me when i was stealing a glance
i want to remember how u waited for me when i was late.
i want to remember how it felt holding your sweaty palms
I want to remember ALL but my mind just cant hold on.I kept on forgetting and forgetting..i wonder where all my thoughts went when they were gone...

kimchee and dumplings day..





well it has been a long time since i got time for myself and venture into my favourite hobby=cooking!hurrah!
SO today ,let s try to make some korean salad-their national salad=kimchii or gimchee or kimchee(whatever)
i hate garlic but since it was the important ingredient here so i just go along with it.
New cycle was a little taxing on my rest time as the hospital was far in barikadnaya metro near the zoo park which i intended to visit some day ,perhaps in the weekend.
The weather was great!i can be in my fav. miniskirt and sport shoes!woohooo!
Plus i love to jog in the park in front of the hostel where the lake resides.
As i was walking home with my best friend we made a funny poem which rhyme with ows..it was great fun..
i wore bikini at home and lay on my bed pretending it was the beach.OOoo yeah!

Monday, March 12, 2007

The explotion of my head..gone are the bubbles of thoughts

The explotion of my head..gone are the bubbles of thoughts
my head..it just exploded...blood... all over the table..hahahha..they are on the computer,my therapy textbooks,lecture notes i got from some other ppl,mirror,some on the silver ikea table lamp,my family photo with mom and dad smiling on their last vacation and not to miss my cup of unfinished coffee..along side with the caffein pills i was taking for the past 2 months*let me tell u they dont do their work..i was still as sleepy as ever..

IT felt so damn good..no more pulsating ,throbbing pain on the left side..no more worries,no more things to think about...just me and myself...zero....and the wind blew from the window just 50cm away from where i was sitting.It was hot today..only now the wind started to blow..then they brought in some pollents from tht yellow stinking flowers outside...

As annoying as they are like always*causing me itchiness on the skin,and nverending rhinitis ..The pollents stuck themselves to the thick clotted blood on my face,yet some are still trickling down from the forehead to my left cheek..hypercoagulants?nah....hahahhaahhahahaha*wicked!what will i miss most?friends?=the more u have the merrier?NOT! Love?=they are just as hurting as much as they give u pleasure.. Hopes?=i gave up chasing them awhile ago..Food?=nahh...who cares..who need them when u dont have the appetite..Family?=All are flying away from their home..it wasnt the same the last time i checked..

Still,i would rather be here..hoping that u will never find me ,living in this peace i m feeling right now..Or if u want u can join me..in another parallel universe perhaps..

shit..back to me texts now..and testi..coz in 3 more days this exam is gona be over ..hanging on by the thoughts of other ppls hopes on me..

June 05, 2006

Saturday, March 10, 2007

fLy like a real butterfly!

Feel free and fly like a butterfly!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..u must be thinking i was drunk while typing this..nah..it s just my private code so u guys can read it but cant break the code..heheheh.. xD

Friday, March 02, 2007

just a little thoughts i had today

As i was waiting for the teacher to start, i noticed the bad stench from everywhere of the ward. But it has always been this way. The usual area where we took the lift was occupied by a body of an old grey lady.Stomach bloated and yellow discolouration of her skin. Her eyes areas was dark pigmentated. Luckily, she wasn't my patient as whose patient who died will have to rewrite their history.Mine was a lucky happy old lady with 4adult children who cared for her so much that they even hired a private nurse to take care of her. Her eyes are always shining and even if she did have many complaints, she will still be in her high spirit. But this dead old lady has none-no one to claim her, and even the person from the morgue was too busy to collect her. No one remembers her. They left her.

Then i entered the classroom, where i see me great teacher, he is this oldman with alot of knowledge and wisdoms.
If u asked him a simple question, he will throw in a russian proverbs and explain it with examples from our life.
When explain the theme, it was like watching a movie or interesting documentary. He was very captivating and put everything into the smaller picture so we wont be comfused. Then, a thought came by me....My previous professor was very old too. We didnt see him anymore, perhaps he was in pension now or touch wood,he died. God made us this way, our body wasnt made to be immortal. All the wisdom , knowlegde died with us when we leave. So in order to conserve what we discovered in our life, we need to jot it down!or write a book! but then and again, expressing things and seeing the real thing were not the same way to experience the knowlegde. Things are always most of the time better when fresh!Besides, books and materials cant interact with people. But professors can!

Friday, February 23, 2007

we made sushi today.

finally!great sushi !!after the 3rd trial!i congratulate myself..




Lots of fish fillets, some wet seaweeds ,round rice, prawns, soy sticks, crab sticks.....we made some ugly set of sushi..hahha and ate 2 cups of rice!!cant believe it!!
the second time was a little better looking!!date= 27feb 07

Friday, February 16, 2007