All about the surgery cycle and caffein tablets..i m a druggie...

Since the end of the war field surgery,my mind has been in a blur..All i can think of was sleeping in the lectures and classes is no good..but i cant stop doing that even if i tried paying 100 %attention ..so i asked Teelun for some cafein tabs..
Besides it got me more interested bcoz it can induce lipolysis and increase adenosine induced body function thus increasing my body metabolism..i read about this in e-med ,the usual website where i do all my studies in english coz i just cant afford any textbooks..

The sun is getting sunnier in the evening,the peak is when it s near 5-7pm...
About those caffein tablets it's in 0.1gramme..i took four in one time today at the lecture hall to prevent myself from drowsiness...but somehow i still felt so darn sleepy during the lecture..i felt like losing the stamina..i dont know why,the topic was interesting but i still feel drowsy and i sat in the 1st row so i wont fell a sleep but i did...darn..Just cant help myself..i needed the lecture notes bcoz in the russian textbook the classifications are different..darn..

I knew it s bcoz of my late night sleep and the nap in the evening making me tired during the day but i had no choice!How i wished tht the day has more than 24 hours..then i can sleep,clean my things,chat,study,rewrite notes!!cook good meals too!

sigh....

Makan !so we makan !to cure depression..go out with friends and makan!!

With the winter ended ,Hitler's birthday was here,making its mark on the calendar that the semester is halfway to its end..All of us *i mean most of us who tagged along was suffering from what we called*holiday fever*

Holiday fever
main complaints
-feeling sick inside but with no manifestations on the superficial
-homesick
-thoughts about past a lot
-handfuls of loved ones in the mind
-urges to call home
-no mood to do whatever they are doing
-addictions to laughter that shared by friends
-feeling hopeless
-loneliness
-amimic face /maybe face pulled down..(sorta like doggy pity face)haha
-overeating or decreased appetite..
-music one louder than usual to drown the quiet night
-missing someone whom they loved deeply and more than usual
-everything done wasnt right..
-feeling pathethic

other complications
-fever(low immune system)
-infections
-sore throat
-kaki tempang(mind are not there while doing work so he injured the leg)lol
-gastric ulcers or obesity..

Differential diagnose
-love sick
-REAL depression
-REAL diseases
-over-playing of computer games
-MALASITIS

Treatments
lets go out hang with some great friends here
making jokes,smoking shisha,have some good food,watch some movies,go jogging with our bunch of family here since the real ones are far ..
but they will be always in our hearts despite the distance and great friends will always acompany us here..just to fill up some love in our hearts..
but still in the end only the real cure will be the BIG break in the summer when everyone gets their ticket and go home to where their hearts belong..

as for me my heart has been trained to endure this sickness and get over it..plus there s always someone who will support me on my way...
i love ya'all

Bowling first time in Moscow!!haha

The day started in slow motion..with our teacher late for the class,few hours waiting for her..then we have to deal with her gruelsome questions..for the final of this cycle neurology!I must get my zachuuttttt!!!!
I did it in the end..
we all went home then prepare for the bowling game!yes!!Had lots of fUn!!
Zak .he threw his bowling ball to the next lane!!so funny....hahah..it s the first time i m seeing it..believe me ..i laugh like hell!!
DUDE!!

yay!we won!

Yay!we won the game!Volley ball game among all the 4th year students..hahah..
eventhough i did nothing much and the game wouldnt been won if not for siva n zak..i had great time having fun..