AS mo, MOm to be, wife, bla bla

OMG, it has been long forgotten this lil blog of mine!!
Just wanna update bit here and there.

Working as MO in a district hospital at my hometown is hard.
Seeing very ill patients daily. Sometimes, not sure how to manage them.
They can drop like flies.

Being preggy and working oncalls are hard.
I never felt so strong yet so lethargic at the same time.
But the thoughts of my lil precious coming to the world brings my will forward and continue working.

I have to admit there are times i just felt like giving up, treating patients half heartedly.
But i dislike the guilt i felt when i went home. Thinking that person could be someone's love, father, mother, sister. Thus i tried my best but there are really really testing times when i just wana pack my bags and just leave the hospital to back to my bed.

My house had finally became a home for both of us.
Loving each moments there together.
loving the green grass , our dog Bobby.
weekends off have been wonderful here , at home.
We have almost everything we need.
Perhaps not luxury things, not the beautiful things but we have enough..=))

Now i m just waiting to pop. EDD in July 2011
Bought all the things she might need including wow...lots of clothes.
I found a shop selling baby , toddlers cloths for RM 2 per piece. But need to carefully choose your money worth and wash it thoroughly before can use.
We also bought a beautiful baby playpen cum bed...

But i think if things dont change at my work place, i might just consider to apply for transfer.
Environment here is not helping me to grow and develop as a MO.
We are all too tired........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz