forgot to add in

I got my pay and quickly bought my car..
i waited for whole long 3 weeks!
then it arrived!
blue myvi..with nice number plate according to my birthdate 8138..
i loved it..
i drove back to home town whenever i had the chance
paying about 600plusplus a month is ok
but no matter how much i earn, the money at the end of month was jus insuficient.
i didnt buy much or eat much
i ate at hospital..trust me food sucks
but better than nothing..
other than that...erm..no cuti lo..
no weekend off..weekend still need to oncall 36hours..
then if not oncall then ok , can go back after round..

poking babies with needles ,being vomitted, touched meconium
and whatever fluid are now norm.. no feeling to them..
just subjects for work..things to do..
to settled before going back.

though there are some interesting cases ive seen...i just wonder
if God ever existed...how come so many bad things can happen..

starting to enjoy nicu

but then i m gonna leave..haha..life slike tht
i had hard time adapting to my working life but now that i m getting jiggy with it
i m soon to leave the department.