summary of these few months

One of the most memorable weeks in my life these few months
is the induction
The next one will be working days
Life has been so busy these few months
I was trying hard to adapt to new place, new people and new responsibility.
Induction was great , made famous for the 3 min speech.
Making new friends and new circles are great.
Feeling ectasy in doing so just playing around while giving 100 % in things we do.
One thing i learn from induction was team work..
So important is the ability to function as a team makes my team the winner of MAlam mesra.
Sumazau dance started with wayang kulit telling how the history start and i was the
choosen maiden of the comunity coming out as the suprise of the night.
Being away from loved ones was hard but not as difficult , i prevously were studying overseas for 6 years and got used to it..However seeing how other people's family send food,new clothes makes me go envious.
Overall induction was great, improve my stamina for housemanship which requires me to
wake up at 5 am and on calls.

Hmm..now about the new responsibility, Hosp. Sultan Abdul Halim was fully aircon
and so far i was only in the Paediatric department. Not much i ve seen around here but my own ward, Melur 1
Kids are always crying, screaming..
Blood and IV to set up was previously difficult for me..but i do hope my adaptation duration will be over and short soon..as i m feeling anxious everytime i walk toward the ward in the morning
I ll be there early and earlier than the rest because i need more time to be ready
as i m still new and many things to prepare.
Being jus hard working i guess wasnt enough. i needed more stamina and knowlegde.
Being able to learn new skills daily ,new cases were great and i love being pushed forward.
However, staying alone in the nurse quarters is a bit hard for me as
I feel lonely at times staring at the wall before going to bed.
I have roomies all my life. Now suddenly i was given privilege to stay in privacy and alone , i have difficulties coping with no one to talk to, or go out with.
Of course, i have not much time left after work but sometimes its great to see some one caring for u.
I definitely miss loved ones all the time being away, but i guess it was written in the stars that i wont have much time to spend with them.
I m living on edge of my financial status..havent got my pay.. so poor..and shitty..