Thursday, March 22, 2007

i want to remember


I want to remember the new friend you introduced
i want to remember the laughters we shared
i want to remember the paths to my future
i want to remember the taste of popping caviars in my mouth
i want to remember the bitterness of the Mocca coffee we both loved so much
i want to remember the fragrants from the jasmine tea we had in planet sushi!
i want to remember how embarresed i feel when the towel wrapping me fell to the floor!
i want to remember the noise you made when i was sleeping
i want to remember sunbeam on my face in the summer
i want to remember the shapes of all the snow flakes which fell onto your coat
i want to remember the sweetness of plain bread shared with you
i want to remember the hard fall we had while skating.
i want to remember the bittersweet taste of my first beer
i want to remember how scared i was in the dental clinic and u held my hand
i want to remember how much i cried when i dissapoint myself
i want to remember how tight was skirt /jeans are(they are still too tight!)
i want to remember how warm my heart felt when i hold your hands in the winter
i want to remember the joy we had when we cook our meals together
i want to remember the conversation we had to secretly plan suprise for each other
i want to remember the words you wrote for me by your hands which came from your thoughts
i want to remember the sting of the chocolate ice cream we had in the freezing cold of russian winter
i want to remember the sound of rubs between our boots and the snow on the path
i want to remember the excitement i felt while waiting for the weekends to end
i want to remember how u would carry me to avoid the melting snow
i want to remember the burn on my tongue from the hot chocolate you ordered
i want to remember the jokes we cracked
i want to remember how u pretended u dont care when i brought home my report book with excellent results
i want to remember how u would protect me from harm
i want to remember the stench of your shirt after u and and winnie fell into the drain to do what i can do!
i want to remember how much your cuteness have touch my heart each time i look at you
i want to remember how hard i worked to buy you your first bike
i want to remember how delicious a plain tea would taste in the winter
i want to remember how my heart fluttered each time u responded to my kisses
i want to remember when we were young and we hid mom's rattan sticks!
i want to remember how i held you in my arms while you were still a baby sleeping
i want to remember how much u love to share your favourite dish with me
i want to remember how soft your hands felt on my face
i want to remember how warm the wet towel on my forehead when i was having fever
i want to remember the break of my heart when u seemed like u dont care much
i want to remember the rules that we bend together in school
i want to remember your smile when you had chocolates on your teeth
i want to remember how it taste like to kiss your smile
i want to remember how your face smells like when u just had your perfume sprayed
i want to remember all the sights we gasped
i want to remember how it felt like to hold a huge carriage belonged to a 70 years old woman in the metro
i want to remember how tired i felt when time was running short on me
i want to remember how hard it is to open a plastic knot without fingernails
i want to remember the colours on the sunfish we saw at the aquanarium
i want to remember how hard i tried to look my best to meet u in an hour
i want to remember knocking on you while u were in the toilet and i was late.
i want to remember how hard these russian sushki biscuit even if they were dipped in the coffee
i want to remember the loud sigh each time i dropped to my bed
i want to remember the names on my prayers list and those i didnt mention after i fell asleep
i want to remember how happy i felt when u were happy too
i want to remember how my heart breaks when i see pearly tears on your face
i want to remember how red your face was after the winter wind blew!
i want to remember how you heart beats up a pace when i held u close in the cinema
i want to remember how you would praise the simple i made for u
i want to remember how much hassle to dress up in the winter
i want to remember much it costs us to bring home a puppy
i want to remember how much i missed doing things i used to love
i want to remember the salty breeze i tasted while being on the ferry
i want to remember how we used to laugh at the jellyfishes floating up and down
i want to remember how sweet a cup of water taste when we were thirsty
i want to remember how many promises i broke so i can still mend them slowly
i want to remember how much guilt i felt for taking something precious from you
i want to remember how weird i felt when i over dressed for a small occasion
i want to remember how you used to sweat after having my super spicy cooking
i want to remember how the bathtub sparkle after you ve brushed them clean
i want to remember how much freetime i used to have when we were younger
i want to remember how wasabi can make me cry
i want to remember how beautiful the frosts on the windows of the public busses
i want to remember how the ducks in the lake swam away when we approach them!
I want to remember how comfort it was being hugged by you
i want to remember how i laughed hard when we had diarrhea after taking slimming tea!
i want to remember the smell of chlorine in the pool where i used to swim
i want to remember the vanilla tea u made for me each time i dropped by
i want to remember the kick of 10++cups of coffee in the coffeeton
i want to remember how sweet it was the cup of cocoa dipped with bread stick
i want to remember how fun it was to feed you french fries with my hands
i want to remember how u smiled at me when i was stealing a glance
i want to remember how u waited for me when i was late.
i want to remember how it felt holding your sweaty palms
I want to remember ALL but my mind just cant hold on.I kept on forgetting and forgetting..i wonder where all my thoughts went when they were gone...

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