Monster from hell

The monster from hell who has everything!
life is so unfair
this monster seemed to have perfect life.
from top career to her kind and caring husband...
how can God be so unfair!!>>

She seemed to think as if she is the highest power in the universe...
always making people feeling aweful whenever she;s around...

this week is in sync

From the day i started my posting in O n G, i knew i would enjoy this posting much more than other posting.
My boss is such a nice person, collegues are helpful and cooperative.
Nurses are helpful.
But it s just that sometimes i feel resentful towards the gov policy in this sector.
sometimes felt unappreciated in things i do at work.
Otherwise, this job provides me with new experience new things to learn on daily basis, it s fun to learn and do new things everyday..

My small reception was great
not too expensive, most inportantly i know closely all the guests, i felt it useless to invite ppl i dont know or closely related to such a small reception.
So glad most of the people i cared about and miss since i was posted to sp able to attend this small wedding..

my best friends and closest collegues, family members whom i didnt see for such a long time and old friends from afar came and hopefully enjoyed themselves
i think i do look fat in my gown..haha
but as long as my hubby looked good like a korean star , then i m proud..lols..

registered with my man, went to langkawi=all in such a short time!

It was really unexpected how things between me and my guy went
from the start when we dated each other till we were finally registered
things went smoothly
and i hope tht's the way it ll stay

i was post call on the day i got registered
then the next day we went to langkawi via air asia
the hotel was great- beautiful beach and scenery
but langkawi has nothing much to offer
and i was tired all the while

then when we came back, things went to usual pace again
oncalls and sleepless nights

i cant help but to think that when is this gonna be over..
i just feel so tired and sick of working in this field..
currently looking for new alternatives -in short word for another job..

in this married life, i never felt so attached to someone before,needing him 24/7
to hear his voice , to hear him sing over the radio
to see him enjoying his meal
to wash his hair
to cover him with blanket when he was sleeping
to feel his skin on my hands
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