Oh God!I beg U please do end this winter!!

Hmm.. seemed that it s so cold out there nothing much i could do any way..
Don't feel like going out,everyday was like a routine..
i Live my life as a robot..
Every morning i wake up and prepare to go to class.Then i fall asleep during small breaks or will be munching some biscuits.
Then i ll be home..i will have nap then wake up to prepare dinner..
Online awhile ,pondering around...then continue with studies and those heavy Russian medical texts..
then the day will be over..i ll sleep and the next day i m looking forward for interesting things to happen..
For me,most of the days went by just like tht..whoa i cant believe I m here in Moscow for already 4 years!!

Being in love but lonely on Valentine's day was hard to go by...
Well..being charming and all**EH HEM* I did receive some roses and some guys asking for dates..
what to do..I m just not interested in any guy at all...
I think i already gave my heart away to someone i havent meet..
Weird isn't it?To miss him when u havent seen him before in your entire life!
To think of the way he smile makes no sense to me at all!
But somehow i cant seem to control my thoughts..
Oh gosh not back to the Dilemma again..i wana think of positive thoughts only or else it s better to forget it..yeah
I wana forget what s on my mind..
OK back to the recent, even i kept myself a low profile,i cant escape gossips to twirl around me..
How could this be!!I m single and didnt go out with anyone here..I dont stay over in any guys place wat so ever!I covered myself from head to toe nowadays(*_*")OK OK
It s winter and cold..i agree but what i do did seemed to put some interest in some nosy ppl..Oh not some!But many!
IF u got something u wana know about me JUST ask!!Shhheeeessshhh!!
Damn It eh!
These ppl can't just let me go!Low profile=not enough..May God punish them la..i m tired dy thinking bout it..
Coz my image and my name are as important to me u see..so i cant just let it go..
But if i didnt let it go then i ll be crazy and too much time will be wasted..
OK oK
JO U NEED TO RELAX....Cool let it go!OK OK i will....(^_^)YAY!

Come on bring it on!New sem with new cycle i can take u!

Ganbateh JO!I told myself.The day i waited had finally came and how simple the winter break ended.I still felt restless somehow.But i totally agree on being ready and up for the next coming challenges.Be it on my emotions, physical challenges, i m sure to take them.. yeah!
Rows and rows of apartments we walked across to get to the Chidren s hospital.
But luckily we took cab in the morning sometimes.Surely it can burn a hole in my pocket soon...=/
Skin on my hands and lips cracks like the paddy feild mud cracked over the draught..Pain eh!
I did drank lots of fluid and put creams but in this profession i needed to wash my hands at all time. Plus this cycle wasnt named Infectious diseases of children for nothing.
We were asked to wear masks and 2nd layer of temporary lab coat, not allowed to sit on the bed of the sickly child.
It has been few days since i chatted with person close to me but it has been so busy that i rarely think about it.=) but never i forget to misscall or reply messages especially during small breaks ,meal time and before sleep.
Making peace with my mind after small prayer by the bed i ll be sure to be holding my handphone to check for new messages and reply then set the alarm for the next big day!!YAY! zzzzzzzzzz

Brrrr!winter return?oh NO!We thought it was over!

Wow!while walking to university..I felt good about myself..hahahha..so decided to take some pictures with help from my good friend,Fir.

BUt hey,it 's like minus 20 out here..acting cool and took off the hood and smile for the camera..As Fir was also frozen by the coldness of the winter blows,plus she wore thick gloves she cant click the camera in time ..

By the time the pic was taken my toothy grin was gone ..what was left was this frozen freaky smile!!haha but nonetheless still looks ok....

As we walk hand in hand , we saw huge piles of smow everywhere..i mean everywhere!All over the place..every side walks and all along the journey..what u expect,HUh?This place isn't heavenly as it looks like ok?

All white and fluffy.but..yeah right.It aint no heaven on earth!.my cheeks are frozen i can hardly pronounce any words properly..

with fast paces we walked along the slippery path to our university..As we walked ,i cant help but to notice some kids in their winter clothing..hahahahh

they LOoked funny..they cant move their heads and surely cant touch their noses with their hands!Oh but definitely wayyy too adorable...

Then at the library,we waited for a long time eventhough it s just a short queue with two open counters...Darn these Russians they dont even have the scanning system!!Imagine that in med uni !!whoa so outdated!

Plus they are so D*** rude everytime..what i did was keep smiling..who cares! i m getting free textbooks and outta here!!

Fir wanted to have some shaurma at our cafeteria..I dont like the cafeteria..People smoke like there s no tomorrow..err...the whole place looks like a bar to me..It s suppose to be a cafeteria in the first place..with Russian chicks smoking and flirting ..Russian guys drinking tea while their eyes scouting for girls..cheh!Hey Russian boys U dont notice me ka?hahaha..

So there we had our lunch..i ordered a humble hotdog in pita bread...then went home with heavy sack of books we borrowed...